It’s been months since the day she really decided to seriously cut things off with her ex-bf. But guess what "Can she really avoid bumping into him?" It’s impossible. They have the same mutual friends, not all but most of them. Knowing that fact at the back of her mind, she was more or less ready. She knew that it would somehow affect her in some small ways if not big, but she was ready.
It was that day, on her best friend’s wedding day that she had already expected that he will be there as well. She was cool and rather calm about it. The love and nervousness that she used to feel whenever he is around was no more there. The anticipation and the adrenalin rush that she used to feel was rather turned to a feeling of annoyance, irritated and she was disturbed by his absence. The anger and the frustration that she has in her has overcome and kill the passionate feeling that she once feel for him. There were no more slight peeking, instead there were total ignorance from her. She avoids any sort of eye contact and he was not even in her radar, that’s how much she really wanted to avoid him.
She does feel sorry for him. She knew that it’s a wrong thing to do to a person as she wouldn’t want anyone to do that to her. But then again, perhaps it’s better that way, better to avoid than to come face to face as she just doesn’t know what is her magnitude of anger. It could pretty much leads to an ugly end for the night. She felt truly betrayed, cheated, fooled and manipulated by him. She was hurt. She never seeks for revenge, and so the least that she deserve to do is to ignore him the way she wants it. I honestly don’t think that it’s too much for her to ask. Cause even then, that still couldn’t mend her broken heart.
He on the other hand, stood still looking at her passing by without looking back at him. He should by then get the message. It’s not hard to understand and to realize how deep she was hurt. Since that day onwards, there were no more calls and messages from him. It is definitely for the better. She really need to move on and let happiness come to her with her arms wide open.
