Chapter 21

This has been harder than she thought it would be. The feeling of down and draggy can still be felt even on the next day. What is this feeling she question herself. She was puzzled by what she felt. She was so determine to let go and was so sure that she’s over it. If that is so then why is she affected by him? Is this just a temporary phrase. A normal phrase everyone had to go through in order to let go and move on. Does this feeling of annoyed, hurt, down, sadden mostly pain and uneasiness, normal for everyone? Did you ever doubt your decision of leaving? Did you ever wonder what is the “What if” of not leaving? Were you ever bothered by the dreams that you had the night before? Were you puzzled by what the intentions of the other person is?

For a moment there, she would like to convince herself that its only normal for someone to feel, react and wonders. And because its only normal for a human to feel that way, the sooner she can overcome this feelings of back and forth, the better her life will be. The truth is, she cant avoid any types of pain. She has to go through it and get over with it. till there is no more pain to be felt, only then it will not bother her. As much as one doesn’t wanna hit rock bottom in order to bounce back and stand strong, rock bottom really is the only remedy to make one totally get over something.

As much pain as there is for her to feel, she knows that its only going to make her stronger and live better.

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