She really thought it’s over and done with. Avoiding isn’t as easy as she hope it’ll be. She wishes for her not to speak of him anymore, not to have to deal with things that are related to him as much as she used to deal with… but here’s the truth… guess it’s never going to happen that way…
One way or another, anything and everything will still be there.
Everything was perfect for her… for a moment that is…
Everything was according to her way and she was really into moving on with her life. She has her own thing going on, her work is advancing and she’s happy with her surrounding and life. The life where she feels free to breath, no burden and pain poking through her heart and soul.
But he suddenly appears again out of nowhere… well technically he was never gone, but he wasn’t that daring to come near her. The most is only text and phone calls. Somehow, during the auspicious celebration and festival, he came to her house for a visit. What??? Long story cut short, he manages to make his way to her house to visit her sibs and parents. Yeah, they had no problem with him being a friend of mine, or friend of the family…. But then again, what was he thinking? What is the utter motive behind the visit? Was it purely out of respect? Which is highly doubtful, because it has been 3 years since they broke up and had he not once came to her house for any visits and why now? Was the motive behind it all is to hurt or annoy her? It was pure luck for her as she was out from home to get some stuff from the shop. At least she doesn’t have to deal with him being there, just have to deal with the fact that he was there.
Days later after that very day, she found out that he has also been speaking or seeing her circle of friends. What’s going on, why was he making effort to somehow be seen and be heard? Was he trying to make a new path in his life?
She did however been receiving 4 text message from him during this holiday festive season. All 4 messages were to seek for forgiveness. She being herself who doesn’t think bad about people and always trying to be positive, came to a conclusion… as much as she wanted to move on and open a new book… maybe he too wanted to find a closure to move on and open a new page…
She prefers to think about it that way. Wishing the rest of the things to goes smooth as she sails the wide sea of life.
