At the end of the day, no matter what.. he is not her bf. And she knew the fact that they are not an item makes it alright in definition for him to have other friends or intentions other than her.
But what disappoint her the most was that.. all this while, all along he was the one who is after her in any means there is trying to get to her, talk to her and confessing to her. It was not her who is was after him, it was not her who makes all the calls and sending all the text. ‘Why’ is the main big question she has for him. Why? Why did he do this to her? Why is he playing with her emotions and disturbing her... If he wants to move on with his life and have new girlfriend, she had never stopped him. She has never hold him back. If he really want to move on than why is he still hunting her instead? Why play with her emotions and send miss and love messages to her. What game is it that he is playing? She couldn’t understand it. She couldn’t understand why he wanted to hurt her so badly so many time when she didn’t even do anything wrong. If there’s anything that she did that was wrong, is simply her foolishness to love him with all her heart.
It couldn’t be any better way to kill someone’s feeling and love other than this kinda sharp knife being thrown at the center of the heart.
She was bumped, but perhaps that was what she really need all this while. She needs to kill of the love she has for him. That’s the only way there is for her to move forward and to give life a chance of happiness. She wipe off her tears and make a stand that there will not be any more chances and there shall never be anymore him and her. It was the end that she wanted for all the lies, cheating and childishness.
She told herself, “Enough is enough. I don’t need this boy. I need a man. I certainly don’t need a boyfriend who hurt me”. And so from that day onwards… She starts a new life. She starts a new beginning. And she is on the journey to a happier life and adventurous journey to meet her MrRightGuy her very own 'My Korean Guy' (I'll tell you all about it later).
It’s an ending to something that is ‘so yesterday’, and a beginning to something new…
