Chapter 14

She is a very optimistic person. And she likes to think positive and strive for the best in life. But somehow, life isn’t pretty at all, and life is cruel and vicious. It kills and it stammers on each and every hope, dreams and it blows off your every light away with its reality. She felt weaken at times. Her legs, knees, and deep down in her heart she shivers. It’s hard to stay strong.

She was feeling much down today. She sometimes felt puzzle with the nature and order of life. She knows GOD is great and she believes in him with all his heart. But being a girl, human and being her... she couldn’t understand what is the miracle, greatness and reason behind everything that is happening. She wishes she could understand it… because she knows nothing that happens in life is bad. It might be bad in our very rough eyes, but the underlying is never a bad thing. And so she wishes she could understand, so as she could help aid her heart her soft heart to be stronger for each test there is in life.

Thankful is what she feels and what she want to keep in her heart. Thankful is a good thing as it can help to keep one being humble.

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