Chapter 8

It was that night that she finally couldn’t stand it anymore. She consulted some of his friends to seek for the truth. She knew and felt that there’s something wrong with him. He was never like this, the guy that she knew will never treat her this way. And so her guts feeling was confirmed and right, he was involved with drugs. There’s no telling how she felt that day and for the rest of the 3 years which is up to now. The only word that can really represent her heart is SHATTERED into a million tiny pieces. Not only that it hurts so badly, it was smashed and grinded into tiny bits.

She knew it at that time that she had to leave. It’s the hardest thing to do, to turn away from your love and from someone who you really cared for, from what your hearts yearn the most. To turn away from your first love. But she had to do it, she knows that if she doesn’t, she foresee a dark ahead. Tears was falling like there’s no stop, endless sleepless night and heart aching. But she hold it up together as she knew that if she hold on and stay, he’ll take her for granted and he will never change. The love that they have can very well turn into hatred as the fighting continues. So she decided to leave…

But I guess walking away for 8 years of relationship, high school sweetheart, and first love… is never never never an easy thing… she endures the pain…

How could him... how could him... how could him...

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